my personal digital diary

 30. novembre 2022 / day rating: solid 7 /10 what a good day: -woke up at 6, started with some yoga before breakfast - took the train at 7 to campus for the weekly programming practice session     - and I changed my mind about this tutor, he's getting worse - lecture was ok, better was the lunch:  sojy curry with fruits on sweet potatoes - went to the library to work on some assignments     - progressed a bit, picked up some new things - on my way home I got an email from the Bafög institution informing me about:     - my application/papers were accepted and I will get the money     - Im very relieved about that one, but I won't spend any of that money before I get the papers - went for a run, but during the run my knee and spine started to hurt -> bit worried - worked for 2 hours afterwards - Spotify surprised my with my yearly "summary" - dinner: burgers  - working on some assignments and playing halo this evenin...

 29 Novembre 2022 / day rating: 7/10 Live is to be lived! And risking my physical health for working a couple hours longer is not worth it.  some pics:  todays event:     - I got a full 9 hour sleep,           -  I think there is a correlation between sleeping too much and being tired the whole day     - a bit in hurry and stress this morning, almost came late to my practice session     - math lecture again boring as hell, really had to fight against falling asleep, not kidding     - got immediately to the library afterwards to work on some assignments     - afterwards met up with Fabi for lunch          - never doing that ever again, almost the whole menu was empty          - had to wait much longer than usual for some pasta     - got home afterwards to work for 2 hours     - planned on going for a run, ...

 28. November/ day rating: 5/10 todays event: - well university started different from the other Mondays so far     - pratice session started at 8:30 and as soon as I entered the room, I got loudly confronted      - yeah that suprised me, the reason was I and a friend of mine wanted to leave for another group     - and I admit, I could have communicated more before overwhelming him with those news     - but oh my, the way he reacted ... - lecture afterwards was good, understood a lot - lunch was good too - library session afterwards     - lot of people means lots of distraction - work and sport session the rest of the evening and thats it for the day Also, first concerns about being able to make it through the study. Got an assignment returned, which I barely passed. So Im a bit afraid now. Also, first physical consequences of too much stress. "Hautausschlag"  all over my body and as I read, thats because Im getting s...

 week rating: 6/10 Im kind of a bastard, this week I ignored a lot of people. roommates, university colleagues... arrogant and egotistical. And I didnt really noticed... also, writing those weekly posts is feeling more like a burden than a joy Monday: - the usual stuff:     - university     - jogging     - work - back in full grind mode, got a lot done today - the CA assignment although gave me some headaches, was very difficult, didnt really had an Idea - also its getting warmer the next days Tuesday: - "practice is progress" - getting better at programming, developing a feeling and mindset  - using my times in the trains to read some books, currently: "why a green deal is the only solution for our planet" Wednesday: - business as usual - although we got a visitor today - and I got to talked to my boss, the first time since I started Thursday: - got up early for the library - emotionally down, these tasks are so daamn hard - also, the lectur...

yeah, cause there is a lot to do and Im a lazy human being, Im gonna be posting weekly for now. Although I might be getting back to daily very soon. For some of you, but especially for my future self so this week rating: 5/10,  I guess ... monday: - cause Im silly and forgot to print out my math assignment I had to do this like 30min before the due time on campus     - and these print services are horrible! they are slow, incorrect and annoying - lecture was about running time complexity     - I paid a lot of attention, but understood only like 20% - also, I distributed my 15hrs work time over 5 days with 3 hours each - did some jogging and thats it Tuesday: - very similar to Monday     - except this day I didnt really understand anything of the lecture because I was distracted          and doing some other stuff, DUMB ME - worked for 3 hours and a little workout Wednesday : - programming practice session and lecture ...