1. September 2022

 life's weird rn...


today:
- worked 8 hours in the callcenter 
    - met the new colleague (he's okay, friendly and motivated, but we don't rly fit as friends
    - was pretty hard (brain is so melted every time I work more than 6 hours)

- got little depressed again, feeling bit lonely lately
    - even registered at a chat portal to get to know some people
    - boyyyy the people there are weird sometimes

- JorangeY, good friend of mine, got injured
    - we chatted bit today
    - sad how things developed between us

- I guess friends come and go, and some come back
    - feeling that lately and it feels good

- bit disappointed by my best friend
    - think I need some time off from her
    - too much going around with her lately and it got me thinking
    - never felt so much fun and joy hanging out with someone, but feeling sad and depressed afterwards
    - can't wait for my new life in Berlin to get rid of all of this

what im grateful for today:
    - oh boy that's hard today
    - getting back again with old friends
    - ...


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