14. september 2022 / day rating: 5/10

 up and downs throughout this day


today's event:
    - started with some programming
        - And I did progress on API's although I made some dumb mistakes
        - But I got to develop a program, which displays random jokes
        - Progress is process, I love this feeling of progressing, of succeeding, of my code working ❤️

    - another bike tour
        - this girl is pretty tough, looks like she is motivated as never before
        - unlike me, my motivation is low, my butt hurts as well as my shoulders
        - just doing this for the competition now and for my ego ☹️

    - played some valorant games
        - AND I FUCKING SUCK AT THIS GAME
        - how can you be  sooooo bad
        - really questioned myself if I should be playing video games on a competitive level anymore
        - really depressed me, 6 games in a row bottom fragger, worst performance ever

    - got more inpatient lately
        
    - my diet is unhealthy as never before (last two years)
       - lot of processed food, lot of sugar and fat
       - I guess that's related to the current biking challenge

    - basically left Instagram again
        - and this time its not related to any persons
        - it just sucks so much data volume AND
        - I kinda wrongly "fed" the algorithm --> the posts, I get, they are all too boring
        - nothing from my friends --> either they are insta dead or Insta won't let me see them


Just realized that my life sounds miserable, after reading this. But Im ok, I guess. Im not great nor depressed or sad at the moment. Im not even missing social contact to anyone.

Although I messaged a good (asian) friend of mine today and that made me really happy. Gonna see this person in a couple days. little bit excited, cause we got a lot to talk about. 

some of todays pictures: only a few

image quality really sucks on blogger.com


hehe unhealthy I know, but I need those for tomorrow



news from today:   
    - Queen's body is in London, 
        - the people are saying goodbye to their idol

    - energy prices, inflation, barely making any money and prices are still high as fuck
        - thats what dominating the German news


thank you today for:
    - my passion for computer science
    
    

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