my personal digital diary

 28th December 2022 / dayrating: 8/10 Today was great. Days are getting better and better. Let's keep it going. Managed to wake up early again. Worked in the morning again and then got to the 7APlus boulderhall. And this time I bouldered with a bunch of some reaaalllly good friends. And it was great, it was amazing. Friends are love😘. Got to an Indian Restaurant afterward and I ate like half of the rice the waiter got for a table of six people. Indian Food = good food.  But it also knocked me out for like the 3 hours afterwards. My plan was to study in the late afternoon till like 6pm, but oh boy the food. It was heavy. So I chilled for the rest of the day and thats it for today.  this route is still hard as fuck, but I got the root of the problem Im too small

 27th December 2022 / dayrating: 7/10 Diverse, enjoyable events throughout the day. First I did wake up early, 6:30 today. The last days, my bed's coziness convinced to stay in bed and watch YouTube/Prime for about an hour. But not today! First time in weeks, I did my yoga morning routine. After that I worked for two hours. Got some new problems with my datable, trying to fix that tomorrow. Also, the laptop Mercedes provided me is running on its limits. Need more RAM or a better CPU.  Afterwards met up with a very good friend of mine, but only for an hour. That was not enough I feel like. Gonna miss you Fränzschi.  Also, got back to studying. I watched some RA lectures and Oh boy it's boring. Well, I did managed to stay focused the entire time, but had to stop cause it was getting a bit too much. Grocery shopping afterwards and got ready to meet up with some other friends: My dear Computer Science Highschool friends! We planned on going for ice-skating in berlin. But as w...

 24. and 25. and 26th December 2022 / day rating: 9/10 Merry Christmas to you all. This Christmas might have been the best. It may sound a bit kitchy but there is nothing better than having fun with your family. And I did have an awesome time with my loved ones. Although half of them were in VN we enjoyed it. Got a great gift too! My cousin picked me this year and gifted me HUGE bean bag. It's awesome, you can sit in it, lay in it. It just adapts to whatever position you are in.  Also didnt worked these days, which is a bit of a relief. Gonna meet up with some friends the next days and prepare for university.  See ya✌️ such a queen she always needs to be in the center of everyones attention seems to be a bit dangerous steam sale currently looking for some good multiplayer games yeah Deutsche Bahn like my train didnt showed up maybe this game.... hmmmmm

 23. december 2022 / dayrating: 6/10 had to complete an "integrity" module by Daimler today and they have some high ambitious goals thats the mouse I got and thats definitely a mouse I would never buy Tomorrow is Christmas, 🥰. Family Time, good food, good time. But thats here yet.  Today was my first real workday. Why that? First time I had really fun at work, the first time I programmed with colleague. And it was educational and enjoyable. Happy with that, and Im ready for being a developer in the near future. Now I do have the confidence.  Next to work, I did nothing fancy. Maybe except for buying a new mouse for my MacBook, because the use of now two monitors requires that. But the dumb person I am, I bought one which can't connect to my Macbook. Thumbs up to me. Gonna try to fix that tomorrow.  Wish you all a merry christ, some relaxing holidays and a good time with your fam, because family is best  Byeeeee

 22. december 2022 / dayrating: 5/10 I will let the pictures speak for themselves:  me right now another afternoon of work "what if...?" by Randall Munroe, I love it! What I just saw the other day, motivating me to read more: Read what you love, until you love reading.  dinner: salad and Berliner and Jack Ryan Season III

 21. december 2022 / dayrating: 4/10 ey I got a second monitor for Potsdam ;) I already have two monitors in Berlin as some of you might know and I gotta say: Its great! If you have ever used two, you will never want to switch back to one, my opinion ton of errors after 1:36:58 hours It's the hundredth post!!! Thank goodness, cause I had nothing else for the title. Yeah today was pretty boring and uneventful today. Worked again for four hours. Btw Im still at Mercedes in one of their Support Operation Teams, but maybe not for long. Because Im dumb and lazy, in my own eyes lol. For example today: the first hours were pretty productive. Did some programming, researched some stuff and made good progress on my project. But then I tried to test my algorithm, I took over 90 fking minutes to compile and it didnt even went smoothly, got some new errors. But the thing is: during this time, I did absolutely nothing. Literally nothing and I do get paid for this. I mean I couldn't do anyth...

 dayrating: 4/10 Nothing exciting today. Worked four hours although it was kinda depressing. No studying today, but some chess in the 11line. Watched a ton of anime and yeah that's basically it. 

 19. december 2022 / dayrating: 5/10 AAHH, work anxiety is back. This week Im gonna work as twice as usual, cause covid last week. And Im really anxious because its not easy and Im afraid to fail or to admit that its too hard for me and Im the wrong kind of person for this industry. But then I always tell myself: Its just a job. What's the worst thing that could happen? Getting fired and thats really its. You can just get another job. But you shouldn't give up on this one, anh. It's a great opportunity for you to grow and the experience is much worth it.  Whatever, I picked up where I left off before two weeks. Still trying to figure out bitmaps, hex-codes and pixel stuff. It's just little process for several hours of work but thats ok.  Back to studying as well. We got some assignments for the holidays, obviously. So I tried to solve some tasks. It went ok. Im gonna have fun with these the next days.  And thats pretty much it. Some chilling in the afternoon. Watchin...

 18. decembre 2022 / dayrating: 6/10 3 grands finals today! On a damn Sunday. And it started at already 12am. Unfortunately, my train got off at that time, so I missed the first half offffff ... ... Team Liquid vs G2 Esport of the Blast Premier World Final. Loved the tournament, great plays, great production and my favorite in the grand final!Before the game, there were some controversy about the G2 Players, who have lined up with some Russians fans (who proudly presented their national flag) for some photos. Pretty irresponsible, Russians Esport Team are banned from any tournaments since months and some of the really best are Ukrainians and most teams have showed their support for Ukraine. G2 ended up winning, they 2-0 the Americans. Actually happy for them, to finally win such a big event because they deserve it and have already choked so many Grand finals and qualifiers this year. Your time will come Liquid, next year!!! And as you all know, world cups grand final was also live ...

 17. decembre 2022/ dayrating: 4/10 Social distancing and interacting/communicating starts to become burden. I miss my people, like really hard.  Got up at around 8 today. My mom called me, asking if I was ok, how are things doing and stuff. Asian Parents overprotective as fuck. Especially my dad: "oh dont forget to eat and drink. You need anything? Should I bring you some medicine or vegetables?" and these questions like every 2-3 hours. ANNOYING! Im grown up, my goodness. I can handle myself pretty well and also, did I have recovered by a lot, not fully but a lot! Got to the grocery store afterwards to buy breakfast. Got there a second time for some more stuff. This was like the main event of my day.  The rest: I spend a ton of time in front of my phone/laptop/iPad watching any kinds of videos. From esport to movies and vlogs and lets plays. Also did some cooking and cleaning up. Tomorrow Im gonna return to berlin, but just to spend some time on my computer lol. Bye, by...

 16. decembre 2022/ dayrating: 4/10 Fifteenhundreeeeeed traditional dutch breakfast, no joke my opinion: buäähh fixed my bike entire dinner "An equal endgame is a draw, an equal endgame against Magnus Carlsen is a win for Magnus Carlsen." XDD. The guy is the goat, yesterday dominated against an American GM. Literally took him apart, they played like 25 games. Carlsen didnt lost a single one, winning by an overall rating by 18 to 4 or so. The best of all time? Yeah I got some more time for chess recently. Reached 1500 btw, but pretty undeserved, because my opponents were such plebs. Winning because they blunder does not feel like a good game, I can say that.  Today, was the day I left the apartment the first time in the week or so. Back to Potsdam, I still haven't fully recovered and it will take like 2 or 3 more days, but Im on a good way. Having covid does not only affects my physical health but also my mental. I didnt cared about this blog, I haven't cleaned my room...

 13.decembre 2022 / day rating: 3/10 sucks to be ill todays event: - YouTube, Amazon Prime, Instagram and Twitter!     - literally completed the social media game - lot of sleeping too - actually got better pretty fast, like in the morning I was barely able to stand on my own feet     - I had strong headaches, felt dizzy and freezing every time I left the bed - but now its the evening     - only my throat hurts, headaches dizziness are gone     - so maybe Im back in the game by tomorrow? ...                                                                            got some more time for chess

 9 decembre 2022: day rating: 7/10 library at 9am thats the next future tech shit sun glasses with build in speakers and OMG they sound amazing like its unreal, as good as my MacBooks speakers hehehehe what if... isnt this the title of some horror movie? monitor is hear, as big as 3 A4 sheets of papers around 2,5 shoes pure love another future tech shit, saw it at MKBHD thats a beamer, but not just some regular beamer when it shows something on the wall or any other surface, you can actually interact with it/touch it!!! no shit, it transforms any table into a huge touchpad/tablet. How cool is that??!?!?!!?? today was unusual: - it started at 2 am in the morning:     - why? We have an extra door lock, which can be opened only from the inside     - yeah you might guess what happened...     - last night my roommate came back late, locked the door and went to sleep     - but our third member wasn't home yet...     - so I woke up by...