still alive

Januar 15, 2023

15th January 2023/ day rating: 5/10

I haven't posted anything the last whole week, but Im still here! Honestly, I didnt really wanted to write any blogposts and I was too lazy of course.

The week was good. Changed my daily plans to studying all morning and afternoon, so I the evening is free for sport, work, chilling, playing video games, etc. And thats great. Recommending that to everyone!! Seperate your private from your studying/work life.

Yeah, it sucks sometimes to stay till 5 or 6pm on campus. But returning home, knowing you dont have to worry about anything for the rest of the day is amazing! Since then, my overall mood improved, as well as my performance in school I feel like. Downside of that: starting and ending the day in darkness. And it's difficult as hell to go for a run. The airport opens at 7 and closes at 6 sadly.

Also, got money problems right now. Im not short of money, dont worry. Im just spending too much right now. Last month a new big monitor, this month a new high end pair of headphones. In total: 400€... But I really needed those.

Well not really to be honest, but it was a good investment though. I would have needed new tech stuff sooner or later. Feels like an excuse lol...

another coding session
computer science is such a love-hate-relation
at one time you are on this high, full of motivation and excitement to solve some problems and then
all of the errors hits you right into your face and you get desperate and angry ...